newbie

I’m feeling the part of a newbie today. On the upside, I have finished all my lists until I paint my nails. That is good.

This feels like the first women’s fellowship event I have been to, but that’s not the case. Maybe it’s because this is the first one I have been able to attend that I have helped plan? Honestly, you could tell me I have been to others in the past few months and I would just stare at you blankly but not deny it at all.

We are having a movie night up at the church tonight. Enchanted April will be showing with everything getting started at 7. We have door prizes, and the surveys are printed out, and I have a devotional that I need to go over again to see how I can shorten it. My head feels like it is spinning a little.

This is the moment when I need to just focus on God. It’ll work out, the movie is good, and I do believe that if you get a group of women together they will find something to talk about. I have prepared all that I can think to prepare, yet I still feel a little unprepared for it all.

I wonder, will I ever NOT be nervous? Is that a sign that I’m not trusting God? How do I fall back into that relaxed attitude that I see in some people? Will I be able to not hyperventilate as the night goes on? I wanna have fun tonight. I want all the girls to have fun.

Girls just wanna have fu-un…. oh girls, they wanna have…